I've got the best of both worlds..

I’m the kind of girl who can take down a man & lift him back up again, I’m strong but you're needy, Humble but I’m greedy & based on my body language & shoddy cursive u've been reading, My style is quite selective though my mind is rather reckless. Well u guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is.

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is, It's like picking up trash in dresses, It's like taking a guess when the only answer is "Yes"

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words I write, Kind of turn themselves into knives & U don't mind my nerve when I could call it fiction, But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear, 'Cause here we are, here we are.. Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say, kind of turn themselves into blades & the kind & courteous is a life I've heard, But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt, Cause here, here we are, Here we are.. Through, timeless words and priceless pictures We'll fly like birds not of this earth & tides they turn and hearts disfigure, but that's no concern when we're wounded together.. & we, tore our dresses and stained our shirts, but its nice today. Oh the way it was so worth it.

Hey Mr. Speak Much..

Although you were biased I love your advice

Your comebacks they're quick

& probably have to do with my insecurities

There's no shame in being crazy,

Depending on how you take these

Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging.. L

You. You were a friend. You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night. You see it was my fault. Of course it was mine. I'm too hard at workin’ on this relationship being engagement into marriage life. Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life. I'm sorry for wasting your time. Hey what's that you say? You're not blaming me for anything well that's great. But I don't break that easy. Does it fade away? So that's why I'm, I'm apologizing now for telling you I thought that we could make it. I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed. See who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my time to make the most of it. Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me. Not that easy. If all along the fault is up for grabs why can't you have it. If it's for sale what is your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for. Pay no more than absolutely zero. Well neither one of us deserves the blame because opportunities moved us away & it's not an easy thing to learn to play a game that's made for two that's you and me. The rules remain a mystery. See it can be easy.

Hemmm -.-

Calm down.. Deep breaths & get myrself dressed instead of running around & pulling all your threads saying breaking myrself up.. If it's a broken part, replace it. But, if it's a broken arm then brace it. If it's a broken heart then face it & hold my own. Know your name & go my own way & everything will be fine. Hang on, Help is on the way, Stay strong, I'm doing everything.. Are the details in the fabric. Are the things that make me panic. Are your thoughts results of static cling? Are the things that make you blow. Hell, no reason, go on and scream. If you're shocked it's just the fault. Of faulty humanizing. Is it Mother Nature's psychotic machine?